* sigh *
First fight, I guess.
You could say I'm real disappointed in myself.
I really need to tone this shit down.
So fucking lost and confused.
All I can really do at this point is sit and wait.
I hate waiting.
There's apparently no bond in terms of trust anymore.
Yeah, of course it's my fault.
When is it not?
I'm always the one that fucks shit up.
I hate myself so much sometimes.
I always say that I hate the kind of guys who treat girls like shit.
If I always say it, then why am I always the one that does it?
Look at me.
I'm a fucking hypocrite.
Such.
A.
Fucking.
Hypocrite.
