Okay, so I'm playing Balloono on Omgpop , and I joined a game.
It was me and some guy on level 55.
I'm level 17.
I kicked the guy's ass.
He kicked me outta the game.
SORE FUCKING LOSER, MUCH?!
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sore loser, much? - Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 7:20 PM
Okay, so I'm playing Balloono on Omgpop , and I joined a game. It was me and some guy on level 55. I'm level 17. I kicked the guy's ass. He kicked me outta the game. SORE FUCKING LOSER, MUCH?!
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in love with you.. - Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 6:28 PM
Have you ever fell in love with somebody that You didn't expect? You were a friend of mine Now, I'm deep in thought In contemplation Never used to have awkward conversations I'm speedin' fast Gotta take a breath Should I tell you or should I keep it to myself? Why, oh why Am I feelin' this way? Don't wanna have to see you go away Excuse me, Miss Can we talk for a minute? Gotta couple things on my mind Kinda hard to say So don't walk away Try to understand when I'm finished We've been cool, We've been friends Always been there for me Through thick and thin I guess what I'm trying to say to you Is, baby, I'm in love with you ... ♥
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iunno .. - @ 12:30 AM
Most lives are like a fairy tale.
Most of these fairy tales end in hopeless ruin. You could say that my life has been one huge fairy tale, one helluva roller coaster, filled with the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. You could also say I'm looking forward to this next high. Whether or not I'll get there is up to whether or not I can muster up the last reserves of pride and dignity and put it all into this, just to see what happens. I totally did not see this coming. It sorta... "happened"? Well, I guess everything happens for a reason, right? What REALLY makes me feel like an ass is, well, the timing. Iunno, I've always said, "You feel what you feel". So, what do I feel? I know for a given fact that I like you. ... but do you like me? |
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- Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 11:26 PM
Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own ... |
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asdfjkl ! - Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 6:58 PM
16 Things Girls Don't Realize 1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about 2) Guys are more emotional then you think if they loved you at one point it takes them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they aren't with you 3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile . 4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what uh...never mind....." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out 6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice 7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. 8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM! 9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot. 10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you 11) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something 12) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day 13) No guy can handle all his problems on his own He's just too stubborn to admit it 14) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them 15) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE 16) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life ----------
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if i told you i loved you... ♥ - @ 2:22 PM
If I told you, you were my one and only, Would you come back and be my one and only? I need you in my life, girl; nothing makes sense with out you in my heart. What if I told you that you were the light in my day, the moon in my night? Would you come back and be the one to hold me down? I promise that I'll love you forever, every single day of forever. Will you be the one to make my life? The one girl I can make my wife? I'm ready to shut it down, Bring it all, give it my all, Show my love, treat you right, never hurt your heart. Keep your beautiful smile smiling. ♥ ilikeyou ♥
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... so i'd rather be breathless ♥ - Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 9:00 PM
I hope these words can say Exactly what I'm feeling here today I thought that I would never love again But then you came and shaped my heart again I know that I felt someone special in you forever I can live my life always with us together I know That you were placed here with me by angels Girl my happiness began when I laid my eyes on you When I saw you eyes enjoying life A peace that only comes from up above I lose my breath when you're near So I'd rather be breathless I believe that we will bring to earth A special gift of love for all it's worth You will see please believe I'd rather be breathless I close my eyes to see The light that will begin through you and me I'm proud of what the love in us could bring Anything to save this world again I love you I know that I felt someone special in you forever I can live my life always with us together I know That you were placed here with me by angels Girl my happiness began when I laid my eyes on you When I saw you, I was enjoying life A peace that only comes from up above I lose my breath when you're near So I'd rather be breathless I believe that we will bring to earth A special gift of love for all it's worth You will see... please believe I'd rather be breathless ♥ ilikeyou ♥
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"Don't apologize..." - Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 8:55 PM
Back and forth Slammin' doors Tears like rain on my front porch There's always a moment A second you know that It's over It's done She's not the one It's not her but it is You're ready to live She's not holdin' me back Lovin' her is And leaving's like livin' without all the hope Like jumpin' in Lookin' in the plunge unknown But that's how we grow Get the wings Get to fly Get to find who we are Get to find what's inside Good guy says goodbye You can try and defy Don't ask why Don't apologize.
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Crush hard? - @ 5:18 PM
Ohai !
More than 5 words?! What is this ʎ ʇ ı u ɐ s u ı ! Whoo ! Ahh, this makes me feel like I'm back in elementary school again. xD |
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- Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 5:57 PM
Just the sound of your voice gets me all sprung ...
Oh damn. We exchanged all of 5 words today. Barely. More like a look. *crazy fanboy scream* Gahh, I feel like I'm in the fourth grade again. Stupid elementary school crushes. But what can I say? I liiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkeeeeee her. ;D |
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Karma's a bitch. - @ 12:52 AM
Yeah, you read right.
I'm saying this because a little birdie told me a secret yesterday. And, almost immediately, I saw a bad outcome. Well, too bad for you. I couldn't be happier. For some strange reason, I wanna see you in large amounts of emotional pain, much like what you made me feel. This shit's gon' be interesting. I can't WAIT to see who you're gonna go crying to. Aah, I haven't been this excited to see something since... well, I haven't really been excited to see anything as of late. What can I say? Karma's a bitch. Or. What goes around comes around. |
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-_- - Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 11:48 PM
You are so fucking narrow minded, it ain't even funny no more. -.-
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- Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 8:11 PM
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unspoken words. - @ 7:07 PM
If you think any of this is directed at you, please, I beg of you to ask me first before you take it the wrong way.
#1... There isn't really much for me to say, you know? Out of the blue, you were like, "Do you really love me?" Was I obligated to say yes? No. Did I yes? Of course I did. Did I really mean it? Every single time. But of course, nothing in life has a happy ending and you said that you didn't. Yeah, I had to put on a brave face and pretend like it didn't bother me, but, honestly? It kills. I look back every now and then and reflect on how I could've done this better, or how I could've done that better, but really, what good is it doing me? So, I stopped. I don't think about it anymore. We're nothing more than acquaintances now, and that doesn't seem to bother you, so it doesn't bother me. Does it? #2... Strangely enough, I'm laughing. I don't even know why. Yeah, you made me feel like an asshole/prick/player/douche bag/dick. Name it, you said it. But, to be honest, why should the fact that one person thinks this bother me? Okay, I lied. Your entire group of friends over there think that, but whatever. It bothered me because it was coming from you. Hell, if someone else said that to me, I would've been like, "Thanks. Anything else to say?" I would've brushed it off, like I always have. But for the next week, it bugged me quite a bit. No idea why. Aah, well. You're happy now with your buddy over there. Not much I can wish for is there? As long as you're happy, I'm fine. #3... I really don't know why I find comfort in talking to you. No, I'm not using you. I can honestly say that I neither like you nor hate you. It can go either way. By "like", I mean like. But I doubt that's gonna happen any time soon. Nor do I hope it will. That's only because I like someone. Yeah, so soon, I know. But still, I like her. What am I gonna do, right? #4... SOOOO. IT'S DOWN TO TEH QUEER NUGGET. Okay, I lied. This probably won't be the last one, but who's counting, right? xD Sometimes, you just gotta ignore it all and pretend that crazy psycho bitch there doesn't exist. Hard, I know, considering the fact she's always up in your face, but what are you going to do? Trust me, I've been there, done that. Just keep in mind that no matter what happens, I'll help you out... no matter how much of MY money you lose. T_T *i want that fifty back* #5... Lalala. You're such a dork. Okay, I lied. You're not. You're a pretty awesome person. ;D Maybe THAT'S why I like you. Ha, it's ironic how you don't know why you like people. You just do. Soo, I think it's been established that I like you. Though you don't know that it's you. But it's okay. I think I'd like to keep it that way. For now, anyways. Don't take offense that I may not have written you in. I'll get around to it later; I'm just feeling like shit right now, LOL.
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eek. - Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 8:29 PM
I think that the best way to spend your CNY*/Valentine's Day weekend is with your family or with your girlfriend/boyfriend, husband/wife, or at least with the person you like.
What am I stuck doing? I'm stuck in the basement of Woodbridge Pool and Memorial from 9 a.m. to 8 p.m. Fun, right? No. The closest thing I get to having a decent CNY* is the fact that I get dozens of red envelopes absolutely FILLED with money. Okay, I lied. They're all filled with puny $5 bills. On the other hand, the closest thing I get to having a decent Valentine's Day weekend is talking to the girl I like, WHO SHALL REMAIN UNNAMED for any of those asking. I'll reveal who she is later. ;D ... though she probably already knows xD *teehee* ANYWAYS. I'm feeling like shit right now. Between a shot back, two sore calf muscles (or, for you technical nerds, "gastrocnemius") and a sore shoulder (again, for you technical nerds, "deltoid muscles"), you could say my day has been shitty. I can't stand 11 hour classes. -_- |
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nomnom ;D - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 4:43 PM
ohaiii thuurrrrr.
ilikeyou. ;D Baha, waste of a blog, I know, but I'm feeling strangely... excited. Something big's gonna happen, I can just feel it. The accelerated heart rate, the shaking of my hands. I dunno if it's fear or the random adrenaline rush, but I like this. I like this feeling. It feels... ... good. |
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blahblah . - @ 8:03 AM
I feel like a ball.
Seriously, I feel like a ball. I've been throw up so high that it's made me feel like I'm on top of the world. But, as I fall to the ground, no one's there to catch me. I hit the ground, shittiest feeling ever by the way, and I bounce way back up into the sky. Same result. It gets me so high that it's better than any drug in the world. Then, it all comes crashing down around me. And eventually, I come crashing down. This repeats for, oh, who knows how long. I guess it all depends on the person. In this case, I bounced once. I'm not bouncing anymore. I choose NOT to bounce anymore. I'm like a deflated basketball, waiting for someone to come and pick me up. You know, I think I've found someone to come and pick me up. But the thing is, can I trust them? Every person I've put my trust in has let me down, one way or the other. Especially you. Maybe I've learned something. Maybe I haven't. But whatever. You're gone now. |
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aah . - @ 1:09 AM
So, this is the only way I saw fit of writing this 'cuz I know for a fact you don't read anything I posted here.
Give me ONE good reason why I should do you a favour, regardless of how small it is after all the shit you said to me? Now, I'm not going to be a complete asshole and tell you to fuck off. That's just not me. Hell, I would be returning the favour if I did that, but, like I said, that's not me. Instead, I'm not going to bother. I'm not going to bother with anything because I shouldn't do anything for you. You shunned me and threw me off to the side, so why should I do anything that could benefit you? Oh, and one more thing. If your boy toy happens to come to W.C. on Friday, make sure he stays away from me. Otherwise, I'm going to snap and rearrange his face. |
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hm.. - Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 4:55 PM
So, I was browsing through blogs, when I noticed that my good friend mhuynh blogged about something on soompi, so I decided to check it out.
Basically, what you have to do is follow 6 steps, answer 10 questions and the site will read your personality. This is what I got. "You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You are self-confident and happy with your life." I'm silently laughing the part where it says "... others don't see you as a flirt." I guess it's safe to say it got most of this right.
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Quote Hard - Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 11:58 PM
Been thinking a lot lately and I realized how bloody confused I am. About... well, pretty much everything. So, I'm hitting up my quote collection and sharing it all to you. "Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say yes. Spend all your cash! Fall in love. Get to know someone. Get to know yourself. Say I love you. Scream out loud. Laugh when it'd be easier to cry. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell that asshole how you feel. Let someone know what they're missing. Life's too short." "If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will." "I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me. Love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you." "To be a star, you must shine your own light and follow your own path. Don't worry about the darkness for that is when the stars shine brightest." "Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening, but no matter how hard death tries it can't separate people from love. It can't take away our memories either. In the end, life is stronger than death." "Some people spend their lives hoping for something to happen that will change everything. They look for power or love or the answers to their biggest questions. I think really what they're looking for is another chance. Some way to lead another life where all the mistakes they've made would be erased and they could just start over. Nothing bad has happened yet and all their possibilities are still in front of them. Well, welcome to the real world, where things happen." I hope you find inspiration within these words. |
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* sigh - Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 9:57 PM
Seriously? You wanna play that fucking game?
I spent 3 months of my life waiting because I thought it'd be worth it. Thanks for proving me wrong. You're assuming that I lie all the time about everything because I lied to my own mother so I could spend more time with you. No harm done, right? Wrong. You're so damned conceited, with your head filled with all these lies that your friends are stuffing into your mind. If they were actually your friends, they'd leave you alone and let you make decisions on your own. Now, you say that I'm a player. I've tried, time and time again to prove to you that I'm not. What do you do? You spit in my face. You spit in my face and throw me off to the side, like everyone else always has. Why didn't I see the lost cause from the beginning? Because I actually give a shit. I always believed that it was better to be friends than to lose someone completely. These are the times when, ironically enough, I wish that everything had stayed the way it was and I was as free as ever to do whatever I wanted. But you know what? I thought that pursuing you was a good idea. That, quite possibly, you'd be "the one". Man, how many times do I have to realize that finding "the one" in high school is as easy as finding a needle in a haystack? Whatever, I'm done. I finally figured out that it's not worth my time if you're not going to believe a word I say. I leave this behind with one question. What does it take to find the truth in a person's words? Okay, maybe two. Did you ever really, honestly, truthfully like me? Doubt it. |
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Internet making kids stupid? I think so. - Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 10:26 PM
Now, I've always been a stickler for proper vocabulary, grammar, spelling, etc. Call me what you wish, but that's how I am. I was browsing YouTube and somehow, I ended up watch some Klassic Cypher videos, Timothy DeLaGhetto aka Traphik's video in particular. This can be seen here. So, I was checking out the comments, and I saw that someone had made a comment regarding the name of the Cypher, which would be "Suicide Bomber". This particular YouTube user was corrected in a not so polite way by a fellow who does NOT know how to spell. Same with the next guy; they both spelled the same word wrong. I'm user "douangphachanh11", by the way. Friend me, subscribe, je ne care pas. Anyways, I just figured I'd say that if you're gonna correct someone, at least make sure that you're not making a mistake as well.
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LOOOL. - Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 5:04 PM
I never thought I'd see the day when this would happen. Damn you, Cat! Why did you have to cheat on her!
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Untitled. - Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 12:19 PM
I don't know what to do anymore... I guess we're on good terms now, but she likes someone else. I had it coming. To think someone like her would actually like someone like me. What kinda girl would want someone who gets as nervous as me? I'd do anything just to go back in time, to the first time I asked her. Only this time, she said yes... This is going to be painful... watching her under the arm of someone else... Knowing it could've been me, that it would've been me that it should've been me... I'm just one huge screwup, aren't I?
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... does it have to be like this? - @ 10:26 AM
I don't know what to do now. I'm so lost, so confused. I've become the monster that I always hated. I find peace in the strangest place possible. I never expected that she would be the one who'd clear my mind and let me think properly. I find it amazing how, after all I've done to her, she'd still stick by me like that. Thank you. I didn't want it to be like this. I didn't want to lose you like this. As funny as it may seem, I miss you. I don't know how that's even possible. But I do. shawty's movin' on with her life... [8] I just don't understand... It was brought to my attention that she's been flirting with another guy. It makes me think that she never liked me in the first place. That I was just a toy she kept herself busy with until she found someone else. Someone younger, more like her. She says that she doesn't want to be friends anymore, that we should stop talking... I can't do that. It's only been a day, and I've been tearing myself apart, trying to find it in me to stand up. But I can't. If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will. I don't know what to do. Is this another one of God's sick jokes? Is this just another test of my strength in humanity? My faith in those around me? For three months, I have waited for my chance to be with her. For three months, I have thought about what to say when the time came. For three months... It's funny... I was going to ask her out again later this week. Just as we had planned. We had decided on February. We. But now, my chances are gone. In fact, the chances of her looking me in the eye are slim to none... I'm back at square one. I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak in the knees when they walk into a room and smile at you. |
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sore loser, much? - Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 7:20 PM
Okay, so I'm playing Balloono on Omgpop , and I joined a game. It was me and some guy on level 55. I'm level 17. I kicked the guy's ass. He kicked me outta the game. SORE FUCKING LOSER, MUCH?!
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in love with you.. - Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 6:28 PM
Have you ever fell in love with somebody that You didn't expect? You were a friend of mine Now, I'm deep in thought In contemplation Never used to have awkward conversations I'm speedin' fast Gotta take a breath Should I tell you or should I keep it to myself? Why, oh why Am I feelin' this way? Don't wanna have to see you go away Excuse me, Miss Can we talk for a minute? Gotta couple things on my mind Kinda hard to say So don't walk away Try to understand when I'm finished We've been cool, We've been friends Always been there for me Through thick and thin I guess what I'm trying to say to you Is, baby, I'm in love with you ... ♥
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iunno .. - @ 12:30 AM
Most lives are like a fairy tale.
Most of these fairy tales end in hopeless ruin. You could say that my life has been one huge fairy tale, one helluva roller coaster, filled with the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. You could also say I'm looking forward to this next high. Whether or not I'll get there is up to whether or not I can muster up the last reserves of pride and dignity and put it all into this, just to see what happens. I totally did not see this coming. It sorta... "happened"? Well, I guess everything happens for a reason, right? What REALLY makes me feel like an ass is, well, the timing. Iunno, I've always said, "You feel what you feel". So, what do I feel? I know for a given fact that I like you. ... but do you like me? |
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- Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 11:26 PM
Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own ... |
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asdfjkl ! - Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 6:58 PM
16 Things Girls Don't Realize 1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about 2) Guys are more emotional then you think if they loved you at one point it takes them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they aren't with you 3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile . 4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what uh...never mind....." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out 6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice 7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. 8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM! 9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot. 10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you 11) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something 12) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day 13) No guy can handle all his problems on his own He's just too stubborn to admit it 14) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them 15) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE 16) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life ----------
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if i told you i loved you... ♥ - @ 2:22 PM
If I told you, you were my one and only, Would you come back and be my one and only? I need you in my life, girl; nothing makes sense with out you in my heart. What if I told you that you were the light in my day, the moon in my night? Would you come back and be the one to hold me down? I promise that I'll love you forever, every single day of forever. Will you be the one to make my life? The one girl I can make my wife? I'm ready to shut it down, Bring it all, give it my all, Show my love, treat you right, never hurt your heart. Keep your beautiful smile smiling. ♥ ilikeyou ♥
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... so i'd rather be breathless ♥ - Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 9:00 PM
I hope these words can say Exactly what I'm feeling here today I thought that I would never love again But then you came and shaped my heart again I know that I felt someone special in you forever I can live my life always with us together I know That you were placed here with me by angels Girl my happiness began when I laid my eyes on you When I saw you eyes enjoying life A peace that only comes from up above I lose my breath when you're near So I'd rather be breathless I believe that we will bring to earth A special gift of love for all it's worth You will see please believe I'd rather be breathless I close my eyes to see The light that will begin through you and me I'm proud of what the love in us could bring Anything to save this world again I love you I know that I felt someone special in you forever I can live my life always with us together I know That you were placed here with me by angels Girl my happiness began when I laid my eyes on you When I saw you, I was enjoying life A peace that only comes from up above I lose my breath when you're near So I'd rather be breathless I believe that we will bring to earth A special gift of love for all it's worth You will see... please believe I'd rather be breathless ♥ ilikeyou ♥
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"Don't apologize..." - Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 8:55 PM
Back and forth Slammin' doors Tears like rain on my front porch There's always a moment A second you know that It's over It's done She's not the one It's not her but it is You're ready to live She's not holdin' me back Lovin' her is And leaving's like livin' without all the hope Like jumpin' in Lookin' in the plunge unknown But that's how we grow Get the wings Get to fly Get to find who we are Get to find what's inside Good guy says goodbye You can try and defy Don't ask why Don't apologize.
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Crush hard? - @ 5:18 PM
Ohai !
More than 5 words?! What is this ʎ ʇ ı u ɐ s u ı ! Whoo ! Ahh, this makes me feel like I'm back in elementary school again. xD |
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- Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 5:57 PM
Just the sound of your voice gets me all sprung ...
Oh damn. We exchanged all of 5 words today. Barely. More like a look. *crazy fanboy scream* Gahh, I feel like I'm in the fourth grade again. Stupid elementary school crushes. But what can I say? I liiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkeeeeee her. ;D |
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Karma's a bitch. - @ 12:52 AM
Yeah, you read right.
I'm saying this because a little birdie told me a secret yesterday. And, almost immediately, I saw a bad outcome. Well, too bad for you. I couldn't be happier. For some strange reason, I wanna see you in large amounts of emotional pain, much like what you made me feel. This shit's gon' be interesting. I can't WAIT to see who you're gonna go crying to. Aah, I haven't been this excited to see something since... well, I haven't really been excited to see anything as of late. What can I say? Karma's a bitch. Or. What goes around comes around. |
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-_- - Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 11:48 PM
You are so fucking narrow minded, it ain't even funny no more. -.-
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- Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 8:11 PM
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unspoken words. - @ 7:07 PM
If you think any of this is directed at you, please, I beg of you to ask me first before you take it the wrong way.
#1... There isn't really much for me to say, you know? Out of the blue, you were like, "Do you really love me?" Was I obligated to say yes? No. Did I yes? Of course I did. Did I really mean it? Every single time. But of course, nothing in life has a happy ending and you said that you didn't. Yeah, I had to put on a brave face and pretend like it didn't bother me, but, honestly? It kills. I look back every now and then and reflect on how I could've done this better, or how I could've done that better, but really, what good is it doing me? So, I stopped. I don't think about it anymore. We're nothing more than acquaintances now, and that doesn't seem to bother you, so it doesn't bother me. Does it? #2... Strangely enough, I'm laughing. I don't even know why. Yeah, you made me feel like an asshole/prick/player/douche bag/dick. Name it, you said it. But, to be honest, why should the fact that one person thinks this bother me? Okay, I lied. Your entire group of friends over there think that, but whatever. It bothered me because it was coming from you. Hell, if someone else said that to me, I would've been like, "Thanks. Anything else to say?" I would've brushed it off, like I always have. But for the next week, it bugged me quite a bit. No idea why. Aah, well. You're happy now with your buddy over there. Not much I can wish for is there? As long as you're happy, I'm fine. #3... I really don't know why I find comfort in talking to you. No, I'm not using you. I can honestly say that I neither like you nor hate you. It can go either way. By "like", I mean like. But I doubt that's gonna happen any time soon. Nor do I hope it will. That's only because I like someone. Yeah, so soon, I know. But still, I like her. What am I gonna do, right? #4... SOOOO. IT'S DOWN TO TEH QUEER NUGGET. Okay, I lied. This probably won't be the last one, but who's counting, right? xD Sometimes, you just gotta ignore it all and pretend that crazy psycho bitch there doesn't exist. Hard, I know, considering the fact she's always up in your face, but what are you going to do? Trust me, I've been there, done that. Just keep in mind that no matter what happens, I'll help you out... no matter how much of MY money you lose. T_T *i want that fifty back* #5... Lalala. You're such a dork. Okay, I lied. You're not. You're a pretty awesome person. ;D Maybe THAT'S why I like you. Ha, it's ironic how you don't know why you like people. You just do. Soo, I think it's been established that I like you. Though you don't know that it's you. But it's okay. I think I'd like to keep it that way. For now, anyways. Don't take offense that I may not have written you in. I'll get around to it later; I'm just feeling like shit right now, LOL.
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eek. - Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 8:29 PM
I think that the best way to spend your CNY*/Valentine's Day weekend is with your family or with your girlfriend/boyfriend, husband/wife, or at least with the person you like.
What am I stuck doing? I'm stuck in the basement of Woodbridge Pool and Memorial from 9 a.m. to 8 p.m. Fun, right? No. The closest thing I get to having a decent CNY* is the fact that I get dozens of red envelopes absolutely FILLED with money. Okay, I lied. They're all filled with puny $5 bills. On the other hand, the closest thing I get to having a decent Valentine's Day weekend is talking to the girl I like, WHO SHALL REMAIN UNNAMED for any of those asking. I'll reveal who she is later. ;D ... though she probably already knows xD *teehee* ANYWAYS. I'm feeling like shit right now. Between a shot back, two sore calf muscles (or, for you technical nerds, "gastrocnemius") and a sore shoulder (again, for you technical nerds, "deltoid muscles"), you could say my day has been shitty. I can't stand 11 hour classes. -_- |
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nomnom ;D - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 4:43 PM
ohaiii thuurrrrr.
ilikeyou. ;D Baha, waste of a blog, I know, but I'm feeling strangely... excited. Something big's gonna happen, I can just feel it. The accelerated heart rate, the shaking of my hands. I dunno if it's fear or the random adrenaline rush, but I like this. I like this feeling. It feels... ... good. |
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blahblah . - @ 8:03 AM
I feel like a ball.
Seriously, I feel like a ball. I've been throw up so high that it's made me feel like I'm on top of the world. But, as I fall to the ground, no one's there to catch me. I hit the ground, shittiest feeling ever by the way, and I bounce way back up into the sky. Same result. It gets me so high that it's better than any drug in the world. Then, it all comes crashing down around me. And eventually, I come crashing down. This repeats for, oh, who knows how long. I guess it all depends on the person. In this case, I bounced once. I'm not bouncing anymore. I choose NOT to bounce anymore. I'm like a deflated basketball, waiting for someone to come and pick me up. You know, I think I've found someone to come and pick me up. But the thing is, can I trust them? Every person I've put my trust in has let me down, one way or the other. Especially you. Maybe I've learned something. Maybe I haven't. But whatever. You're gone now. |
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aah . - @ 1:09 AM
So, this is the only way I saw fit of writing this 'cuz I know for a fact you don't read anything I posted here.
Give me ONE good reason why I should do you a favour, regardless of how small it is after all the shit you said to me? Now, I'm not going to be a complete asshole and tell you to fuck off. That's just not me. Hell, I would be returning the favour if I did that, but, like I said, that's not me. Instead, I'm not going to bother. I'm not going to bother with anything because I shouldn't do anything for you. You shunned me and threw me off to the side, so why should I do anything that could benefit you? Oh, and one more thing. If your boy toy happens to come to W.C. on Friday, make sure he stays away from me. Otherwise, I'm going to snap and rearrange his face. |
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hm.. - Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 4:55 PM
So, I was browsing through blogs, when I noticed that my good friend mhuynh blogged about something on soompi, so I decided to check it out.
Basically, what you have to do is follow 6 steps, answer 10 questions and the site will read your personality. This is what I got. "You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You are self-confident and happy with your life." I'm silently laughing the part where it says "... others don't see you as a flirt." I guess it's safe to say it got most of this right.
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Quote Hard - Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 11:58 PM
Been thinking a lot lately and I realized how bloody confused I am. About... well, pretty much everything. So, I'm hitting up my quote collection and sharing it all to you. "Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say yes. Spend all your cash! Fall in love. Get to know someone. Get to know yourself. Say I love you. Scream out loud. Laugh when it'd be easier to cry. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell that asshole how you feel. Let someone know what they're missing. Life's too short." "If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will." "I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me. Love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you." "To be a star, you must shine your own light and follow your own path. Don't worry about the darkness for that is when the stars shine brightest." "Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening, but no matter how hard death tries it can't separate people from love. It can't take away our memories either. In the end, life is stronger than death." "Some people spend their lives hoping for something to happen that will change everything. They look for power or love or the answers to their biggest questions. I think really what they're looking for is another chance. Some way to lead another life where all the mistakes they've made would be erased and they could just start over. Nothing bad has happened yet and all their possibilities are still in front of them. Well, welcome to the real world, where things happen." I hope you find inspiration within these words. |
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* sigh - Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 9:57 PM
Seriously? You wanna play that fucking game?
I spent 3 months of my life waiting because I thought it'd be worth it. Thanks for proving me wrong. You're assuming that I lie all the time about everything because I lied to my own mother so I could spend more time with you. No harm done, right? Wrong. You're so damned conceited, with your head filled with all these lies that your friends are stuffing into your mind. If they were actually your friends, they'd leave you alone and let you make decisions on your own. Now, you say that I'm a player. I've tried, time and time again to prove to you that I'm not. What do you do? You spit in my face. You spit in my face and throw me off to the side, like everyone else always has. Why didn't I see the lost cause from the beginning? Because I actually give a shit. I always believed that it was better to be friends than to lose someone completely. These are the times when, ironically enough, I wish that everything had stayed the way it was and I was as free as ever to do whatever I wanted. But you know what? I thought that pursuing you was a good idea. That, quite possibly, you'd be "the one". Man, how many times do I have to realize that finding "the one" in high school is as easy as finding a needle in a haystack? Whatever, I'm done. I finally figured out that it's not worth my time if you're not going to believe a word I say. I leave this behind with one question. What does it take to find the truth in a person's words? Okay, maybe two. Did you ever really, honestly, truthfully like me? Doubt it. |
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Internet making kids stupid? I think so. - Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 10:26 PM
Now, I've always been a stickler for proper vocabulary, grammar, spelling, etc. Call me what you wish, but that's how I am. I was browsing YouTube and somehow, I ended up watch some Klassic Cypher videos, Timothy DeLaGhetto aka Traphik's video in particular. This can be seen here. So, I was checking out the comments, and I saw that someone had made a comment regarding the name of the Cypher, which would be "Suicide Bomber". This particular YouTube user was corrected in a not so polite way by a fellow who does NOT know how to spell. Same with the next guy; they both spelled the same word wrong. I'm user "douangphachanh11", by the way. Friend me, subscribe, je ne care pas. Anyways, I just figured I'd say that if you're gonna correct someone, at least make sure that you're not making a mistake as well.
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LOOOL. - Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 5:04 PM
I never thought I'd see the day when this would happen. Damn you, Cat! Why did you have to cheat on her!
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Untitled. - Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 12:19 PM
I don't know what to do anymore... I guess we're on good terms now, but she likes someone else. I had it coming. To think someone like her would actually like someone like me. What kinda girl would want someone who gets as nervous as me? I'd do anything just to go back in time, to the first time I asked her. Only this time, she said yes... This is going to be painful... watching her under the arm of someone else... Knowing it could've been me, that it would've been me that it should've been me... I'm just one huge screwup, aren't I?
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... does it have to be like this? - @ 10:26 AM
I don't know what to do now. I'm so lost, so confused. I've become the monster that I always hated. I find peace in the strangest place possible. I never expected that she would be the one who'd clear my mind and let me think properly. I find it amazing how, after all I've done to her, she'd still stick by me like that. Thank you. I didn't want it to be like this. I didn't want to lose you like this. As funny as it may seem, I miss you. I don't know how that's even possible. But I do. shawty's movin' on with her life... [8] I just don't understand... It was brought to my attention that she's been flirting with another guy. It makes me think that she never liked me in the first place. That I was just a toy she kept herself busy with until she found someone else. Someone younger, more like her. She says that she doesn't want to be friends anymore, that we should stop talking... I can't do that. It's only been a day, and I've been tearing myself apart, trying to find it in me to stand up. But I can't. If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will. I don't know what to do. Is this another one of God's sick jokes? Is this just another test of my strength in humanity? My faith in those around me? For three months, I have waited for my chance to be with her. For three months, I have thought about what to say when the time came. For three months... It's funny... I was going to ask her out again later this week. Just as we had planned. We had decided on February. We. But now, my chances are gone. In fact, the chances of her looking me in the eye are slim to none... I'm back at square one. I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak in the knees when they walk into a room and smile at you. |
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