#1...
There isn't really much for me to say, you know? Out of the blue, you were like, "Do you really love me?"
Was I obligated to say yes? No.
Did I yes? Of course I did.
Did I really mean it? Every single time.
But of course, nothing in life has a happy ending and you said that you didn't.
Yeah, I had to put on a brave face and pretend like it didn't bother me, but, honestly? It kills.
I look back every now and then and reflect on how I could've done this better, or how I could've done that better, but really, what good is it doing me?
So, I stopped.
I don't think about it anymore.
We're nothing more than acquaintances now, and that doesn't seem to bother you, so it doesn't bother me.
Does it?
#2...
Strangely enough, I'm laughing.
I don't even know why.
Yeah, you made me feel like an asshole/prick/player/douche bag/dick. Name it, you said it.
But, to be honest, why should the fact that one person thinks this bother me?
Okay, I lied. Your entire group of friends over there think that, but whatever.
It bothered me because it was coming from you.
Hell, if someone else said that to me, I would've been like, "Thanks. Anything else to say?"
I would've brushed it off, like I always have.
But for the next week, it bugged me quite a bit.
No idea why.
Aah, well.
You're happy now with your buddy over there.
Not much I can wish for is there?
As long as you're happy, I'm fine.
#3...
I really don't know why I find comfort in talking to you.
No, I'm not using you.
I can honestly say that I neither like you nor hate you.
It can go either way.
By "like", I mean like.
But I doubt that's gonna happen any time soon.
Nor do I hope it will.
That's only because I like someone.
Yeah, so soon, I know.
But still, I like her. What am I gonna do, right?
#4...
SOOOO. IT'S DOWN TO TEH QUEER NUGGET.
Okay, I lied. This probably won't be the last one, but who's counting, right? xD
Sometimes, you just gotta ignore it all and pretend that crazy psycho bitch there doesn't exist.
Hard, I know, considering the fact she's always up in your face, but what are you going to do?
Trust me, I've been there, done that.
Just keep in mind that no matter what happens, I'll help you out... no matter how much of MY money you lose. T_T *i want that fifty back*
#5...
Lalala.
You're such a dork.
Okay, I lied.
You're not.
You're a pretty awesome person. ;D
Maybe THAT'S why I like you.
Ha, it's ironic how you don't know why you like people.
You just do.
Soo, I think it's been established that I like you.
Though you don't know that it's you.
But it's okay. I think I'd like to keep it that way.
For now, anyways.
Don't take offense that I may not have written you in. I'll get around to it later; I'm just feeling like shit right now, LOL.
