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I remember how I told you I was attracted to you because there was something "mysterious" about you.
Looking back at that now, I almost shit myself.
I am such a terrible liar.

Truth is, I was attracted to you because I thought you looked cute.
Hell, moreso.
Caught somewhere between "cute" and "beautiful".

That day when Jimmy told me you liked me, I was SERIOUSLY in denial.
There was NO WAY I was going to believe that someone like YOU liked someone like ME.
Then, of course, I bugged the living shit out of him to find me proof before I would even come close to believing him.
Amazingly enough, he came through and showed me.
Of course, I wouldn't post it here, in case you actually DO read this.

As the days flew by, we began to talk.
But of course, you couldn't stand walking past me without looking away.
I thought that was sooo cute.
I guess you got comfortable because now we can actually stand and just talk.

For the record, I did NOT ruin your hair today, you ruined mine ! T__T

Anyways.
The reason why I asked you out earlier is because... well... I really do like you.
I know you thought I was just a player or whatever, but I'm not.
You took my fragile heart and mended it with a look.
But that all fell apart when you said no.

Luckily, we talked on MSN that night and you said maybe in February if I'm willing to wait.
I'm still waiting.
It's funny, 'cuz you said that me waiting two hours for you to come back from studying was a while.
I don't think you remember that I'm still waiting for the chance to be with you.

Sadly, reality hit me when you said you were gonna change school's.
That just ruined me.
Now, I have to try everything I can think of to change your mind, but, if leaving is what's gonna make you happy, then I'll have no choice but to let you go.

I hope the second time asking will turn out better.