Yeah, you read right. I don't want this shit anymore. I'm sick and tired of putting so much time and effort into it only to get nothing back.

I'm SICK and fucking TIRED.

Yes, there's a fucking reason behind this, but I guess you're gonna have to figure it out yourself.
Or ask me some other time.

I'm waiting for the day where it'll be as simple as;;

"I like you."
"I like you too."
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
"Okay."

What? Am I always gonna be the third fucking wheel at everything?
Is there no end to this constant cycle of suffering that I have endured for far too long?

Time and time again, I put myself in a position to be the winner. Time and time again, I can never seem to cross the finish line, because there's some outside force opposing me.

Is it just me? Possibly.

I can't believe I actually thought something would grow out of this.